Why'd tiffy have to leave yesterday that was keeping me happy that she was here. And she's gone and I'm not happy.
God damn why the hell am I so emotional? Ah, I think I know why I haven't taken my pill for a while cause all I do is bleed when I'm on it and the doctor was a bitch the other day when I went to get it checked out. Sorry I'm not bleeding for another month straight cause you didn't have time to fucking talk to me, I'm not doin it. I wish I could be a doctor so I can be a fucking asshole to my patients, and not need an explanation for it. I'm not taking the pills fuck that. They just make me sick cause I bleed to much.
Ya know I'm really not like this, not at all I try not to let things bother me but all day I've been on the edge of tears since I woke up, I got like that little painful lump in my throat, tryin hard as hell not to let it all out. I keep telling myself that I'll be home in a few days but it's not working.
Then I found out today that I have to write a 7to 10 page paper on wheather I think we should or shouldn't go to was with iraq. Gee let me think about how much I fuckin care. Yea you guessed it!
maybe I just need to smoke a cigeratte, the last one I had was after my 2 o'clock class, so yea it's been like almost 6 hours.
I LOVE CIGERATTES!
They are my friends
Even if they are gonna kill me
later on in life.
Well I'm gonna go I think I'm done bitchin for now.
I miss everyone, I miss you guys a lot.